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Brother (Demo)
04:09
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i was feeling trenchant
when you arrived in the middle of my show
i felt my life becoming a story
it just lasted a second
the moment just before i knew you would go
i saw the scene becoming reality
couldn't resist you
but i couldn't convince you
to step away from her lght
come over to my side
couldn't believe you
but ddn't wanna leave you
oh baby i'm so tired now
don't know what this song's about
baby i'm so hard
your tenderness misses me
baby i'm so smart
and nobody kisses me
i was feeling nothing
oh and then there you were just sitting with my friends
your body just like any other
i could feel a humming
like there was something that would never be said
you put your arm around me like a brother
couldn't get out of it
the sentimental sound of it
just wanted to linger on it
couldn't put my finger on it
didn't wanna wise up
i knew it wasn't my love
i knew it wasn't my love
baby i'm so late
your presence benumbs me
baby i'm so great
and nobody wants me
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Those Days (Demo)
04:33
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i hover above the bed
i tell a story just to see if it will end
i go out fretfully composed
looking for a feeling
i go out dangerously alone
my sense of self starts peeling
i linger by the door
i tell a story just to give my life a form
i call you, my body unseen
i ask implicityly
for you to give me something
something to believe
do you wonder how to pray when you're in your bed?
do you wonder how to say what can't be said?
i stagger into view
i write a story because i don't know how to love you
i get up but there's no light
life is somewhere else
i get up and i try to find
something to prove myself
do you wonder how you lived all of those days?
do you feel like you're always waiting for the rain?
when your bed is empty
do you wonder where your life went?
when the story is ending
do you wonder what it meant?
do you wonder how to pray when you're in your bed?
do you wonder how to say what can't be said?
would my heart beat faster if i said it the right way?
did it matter what we did (oh what did we do) with all those days?
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